Tw tw tw:

Life is a never ending cycle of hating, starving and being forced fed.

I’m in this hell where people are pleading with me to get better, but I feel so weak, this has made me hate myself and my life so much where I just give in and wait for it to slowly kill me, and when it knows it has this control it really tortures me, my mind, my body, my soul.

How do you beat something you can’t fight, how do you beat something that wants you dead, how do you beat something when you are already so weak and destroyed you have let it consume you entirely?

I’m not even here anymore, you win.

Fuck you anorexia. Fuck you.